Emotion and feeling are the same.
Survival on a particular plane depends upon your concentration in that plane. Again, when survival is more or less satisfied by attention then you can avail yourself of the opportunity to turn your attention elsewhere.
Mental enzymes transform vitality into the particular camouflage patterns. Mental enzymes as I have said have a chemical reaction on your planet. This explains the reason why a chemical imbalance in a physical body will also show itself as a corresponding distortion of sensual data. That is, when the chemical balance is disturbed the physical world will appear to have changed. The subconscious is a property of the mind, and is to a strong degree independent of camouflage. Part of the subconscious for example deals with camouflage, but the deeper portions are in direct contact with the basic vitality of the universe. Material which comes from the so-called subconscious comes from that part of the mind which knows no boundaries, either of time or space, and in a deeper sense knows no boundaries of species or planes in any manner. The simple fact is that you are using this portion of the mind as a tool. Exercising the brain exercises the mind also, but the mind has abilities of which the brain is ignorant.
It is extremely difficult to relate data received by the inner
senses into data that will be picked up by the outer senses.
Again, at best you get something like a mirror image which must be deciphered. This is rather difficult to get across to you. However, data received
by the inner senses will have its own discernible impact upon the personality
receiving it, and this impact is as strong as any impact caused by camouflage
stimuli.
The fact is that when you insist upon evidence through the outside,
regularly accepted senses, that you almost automatically turn off the inner sense
apparatus. This is not necessary. Man to a large degree has set up this habit
reaction. It is not a natural habit reaction. You must take the inner data at its face
value, and this is what you will not do. Once you take this first step of
spontaneity, you will actually receive evidence that even your conscious mind
will be forced to accept. But the first step of such willingness must be made.
If you once allow yourself to freely receive inner data in a spontaneous noncritical manner, you will see that this data is as legitimate, valid and varied, and as powerful as any outside stimuli. But to insist upon translating this data into channels that can first be picked up by the outer senses, and then expecting undistorted strong data, is asking the impossible. Data received by the inner senses is as vivid, and in fact more vivid, than any other data you will ever receive, and the ironic part of the whole matter is that you actually receive this inner data constantly. You utilize it constantly and yet consciously you will not accept its existence.
As these inner senses become more and more a part of your plane they take on more of the characteristics of your plane, and therefore more of the characteristics of the whole self on that plane. At the furthest end they become the emotions, and these emotions therefore are also a connective. The emotions, while connected to the ego strongly, nevertheless also belong to what we have been pleased to call the subconscious. But because they are so intertwined with the inner life they are also common to both the ego and the so-called subconscious. They are in some respects evolutionary developments, being the end portions of the inner senses transformed to some degree, to permit manipulation of camouflage pattern. Before the conscious ego evolved, emotion served well as necessary stimuli to action in the camouflage environment. If you follow them backwards as it were, they will lead you to the inner senses as such, while being at the same time the same thing.
The conscious ego then manipulates this material for the purposes of camouflage constructions. The transformation of vitality into physical properties is done by this self-conscious self that faces the inner world. The subconscious is the link between these two self-consciousnesses, and here you find an acceptance by the camouflage personality of the materials at hand. At the same time the camouflage consciousness cannot be aware of the actual originator, and therefore must look for causes from the outside. In your dual system, that is, the two self-consciousnesses are more divided and alien to themselves than need be. The old idea of spirits pervading all physical matter actually represents an intuitive glimpse into reality that your sciences will finally arrive at in a long labored manner.
The fact is that your plane originated because enough entities needed
certain types of experience to warrant such a creation, and they set about
forming it through the process of evolution. That I believe you understand. The
smallest minute first portion represented the will and vitality of all the entities
that would ever dwell upon the earth that would come after.
It was far from a purposeless arrangement. It involved a foresight hardly
imaginable, and I repeat that you had your part in the initial reaction, as did
every entity who lived or will live upon the earth; and here we are getting into
something rather difficult but certainly no mystery.
Since all entities had a hand in when the first particle of matter came into
physical materialization, then the inference is plain that entities not yet born
upon your planet somehow existed then, and this is the case. You are familiar I
am sure with the old religious Christian dictum that God always was and always
will be, and this is considered a religious mystery. The fact is that entities always
were and always will be, though not necessarily in the same form.
This involves on the part of the entity the use of personalities, which are
in a manner capsules of itself or even compartments—part of the whole entity
but neatly divided as far as memory and so forth is concerned. Nor is this the
only universe which you have helped construct.
If you use psychological time as I have told you, you will get immediate firsthand experience of many facets of reality which take me pages to explain with the indirect use of words. All entities basically are self-aware portions of energy or vitality. They are self-generating and there is no possibility of thinking in terms of either beginning or end. Again, it is only your own camouflage-imprisoned data which makes you think that everything has a beginning and an end. It is obvious by now that entities on any plane create that plane, and a strong portion of their personalities are similarly constructed to deal with the mechanics of the particular plane. Incidentally, your universe was not created by all entities, but only by the entities that needed a particular kind of experience. The fact that manipulation is important upon your plane is one of the main causes for wars. War does not exist on other planes. It exists on your plane as a byproduct of certain challenges which the creator-entities wished to solve through materialization.
In the last analysis the channel for vitality or for vitality’s transformation
into physical matter is of course the inner senses’ ability, and there is a
counteraction here as far as the conscious ego is concerned. The conscious ego
often blocks much energy. In dreams the blocking is minimized.
The inner senses operate on all planes and under all circumstances. The
outer senses vary according to plane and circumstance. The outer senses are
dependable only in terms of the definite plane for which they were constructed.
Their purpose of course is to enable the conscious personality to recognize as
valid camouflage patterns which are only valid under certain conditions.
On your particular kind of culturally organized grouping the camouflage
is necessarily strong, and the outside senses correspondingly vivid. This of
course is bound to block some inner data. At the same time it is the inner vitality
which creates the camouflage to begin with.
If you know that a situation is imaginary you are not going to bother
trying to solve it.
Art creation is a most basic creation then, not even a mimicking act but a
genuine creation of another plane, done self-consciously from the perspective of
an imprisoning camouflage pattern. Quite an achievement, therefore. It should
be simple as an analogy to consider the next point, where the figure in a painting
would not only have a certain consciousness for example but would have other
freedoms also; and this would give you a limited conception of what is involved
in the creation of other planes of more varied scope.
The reality with which we are concerned flows through your camouflage world, forms the material with which you build your constructions, permeates every atom and molecule in your world, but does not originate in your world. That is, it does not originate in your camouflage world. It does originate in the inner self that exists in your world, but is not of your world. The outer ego is but a counterfeit image of the inner ego. The outer ego as a rule is not aware of what you may think of for now as the thoughts or communications of the inner ego; but the inner ego knows every step you take, every particle of air you breathe, every dream you have; and it is the source of your own personality and is the representative of the entity of which it is part. The inner senses belong to you as inhabitors of a spontaneous inner reality universe. Only by using the inner senses can you perceive while on your plane the inner reality of which it is part. Nothing exists in any universe or on any plane that does not have form of one sort or another. You may not be able to perceive the form but it always exists. You are always receiving data from the inner senses. It is sifted through the subconscious, and when you receive it directly, or more or less directly for the first time, it can be frightening merely because of the unfamiliarity, and because of the unusual vividness.
In the spacious present as it exists in actuality beyond shadow, all things that have existed still exist, and all things that shall exist in your tomorrow already do exist. You on your plane cannot experience such reality except in a very limited manner, and you cannot experience such reality spontaneously, and spontaneity is the quality of the spacious present. There is no cause and effect in the terms in which you understand the words. Nor is there a succession of moments that follow one after the other; and without a succession of moments following one after the other you can see that the idea of cause and effect becomes meaningless. An action of the present in your terms cannot be based or caused by an action in the past, and neither action can be the cause of a future action in a basic reality where neither past nor future exist. There can be order, and there is order, in spontaneity, and in the simultaneous existence of the spacious present. Order is one of the most basic attributes of all reality, and order is an inherent attribute in all things.
The second law of the inner universe is energy transformation. This occurs constantly. Energy transformation and value fulfillment, all existing within the spacious present, add up to a durability that is at the same time spontaneous. Energy transformation and value fulfillment add up to a durability that is simultaneous.
Our third law is spontaneity, and despite all appearances of beginning and end, despite all appearances of death and decay, all consciousness exists in the spacious present, in a spontaneous manner, in simultaneous harmony, and yet within the spacious present there is also durability.
Durability is our fourth law. What you call death is merely the transformation of your own energy onto a sphere that cannot be perceived by the outer senses. Actually, duration itself is dependent upon such transformation.
Experience in the use of psychological
time will bring you close to an understanding of the value climate of psychological
reality, for obvious reasons. Psychological time indeed is a part of this
climate as it appears in fairly uncamouflaged form in your own universe. You
can get the feel of it.
Creation is obviously one of the basic laws, which we will call the fifth law.
In your physical universe this law is followed through idea constructions
which become idea approximations of inner reality.
The intuitions are not bound
by the so-called laws of logic, and cause and effect. They do not take time as you
know it into consideration, therefore they are not bound by continuity or limited
to communication of words or even thoughts, strung out one after another.
The intuitions are able to accept conceptual reality to some degree. They
can feel the content and validity of a concept, where the brain itself may fall short.
Your camouflage patterns can be likened to the patterns cast by sun and shadow upon the ever-moving waves. As long as you keep the pattern in mind, you create it, and it is there. If you turn your head away for a moment and then look quickly back you can see only the wave. Your camouflage and your world is created by conscious focusing and unconscious concentration. Only by turning your head away for a moment can you see what is beneath the seemingly solid pattern. By plunging into our ocean of value climate you can dive beneath your camouflage system and look up to see it, relatively foundationless, floating above you, moved, formed and directed by the shifting illusions caused by the wind of will.
Any investigation of the basic inner universe, which is the only real universe, must be done as much as possible from a point outside your own distortions, but the only way open for you to escape the distortions of your own physical universe is to journey inward. To get outside your own universe, you must travel inward, and this represents the only perspective free of distortive elements, from which valid experimentation can be carried on.
Since there is no real division between
the ego and the subconscious, the knowledge of the ego and the knowledge of
the subconscious are merged in any case. But to be truly effective there should
be no attempt to hide subconscious knowledge from the ego.
With practice the personal distortive layers of subconscious material could
be recognized without difficulty, and even these will give you valuable insights
into psychological mechanisms.
Telepathy involves of course a focusing of abilities and energy. The trouble
is that when you are dealing with, say, the transmission of a picture, you are
still dealing with camouflage. You will do better when you focus inwardly in a
receptive manner, but without any inhibiting factor. That is when you are willing
to receive whatever comes. Focusing upon a camouflage objective will give
you a camouflage result.
More cruelties have been effected by principled men than unprincipled men would ever dream.
Only by freeing yourself from your own camouflage universe can you see it clearly, understand it for what it is, and actually learn to use it for mankind's best advantage. Psychological experience has no reality in space or time.
Without the idea you have no physical reality, and without belief that our aims are possible, there will be no achievement. The achievement gained, however, will then provide its own physical proofs.
There is a difference between the physical chromosome pattern, and the mental
gene code, in that the chromosomes carry translated inner instructions in condensed physical form, for the physical cells to follow.
However, the mental system that parallels the chromosome system carries
in condensed form within the atoms generalized consciousness, data that has
been transmitted to it by the entity. That is, before entry into your plane, the
main characteristics of a personality have already been determined by the personality itself.
This inner data is transmitted
through the mental genetic system by way of the generalized molecular consciousness
to the chromosome system, and the chromosome system then translates
data into a physical code for the cells to follow.
Each individual atom within its generalized consciousness has the capacity,
in some degree, to construct its portion of energy into physical construction.
The inner ego, representing the basic personality; through diffusion makes a materialization of itself and enters your plane.
Our next rule, or law, of the inner universe is of course consciousness.
Everything that exists on any plane and under any circumstances contains consciousness, condensed knowledge, and even self-awareness to some degree.
Our next law of the inner universe is the capacity for infinite mobility; this
occurring within the spacious present, which is an infinite spacious present.
Our next law is the law of infinite changeability and transmutation. That
is, any given portion of energy has within it the capacity to take on any pattern
or to form an infinite number of energy fields, each one giving forth a truly infilnite
variety of result.
Cooperation is always a vibrant and necessary law, and you may add cooperation
to our list of laws governing the inner universe.
Beside the obvious constructions that you perceive as matter, you also form or project constructions of a different sort, which you do not perceive on a conscious level. These constructions exist definitely in terms of atomic structure, but of such different densities and speeds that you are unaware of them though they are perceived by the inner senses, and utilized by the subconscious and inner self as a very important reality.
Generally speaking however, no physical object can be constructed, and no action can occur, without what you are pleased to call suggestion. No action and no material object can be perceived without inner consent and willingness. Behind every action and every construction there is indeed what you are pleased to call suggestion.
In your physical field value fulfillment consists of the development
of the ability of the immaterial to express itself within the physical field.
Matter has little, really no,
durability in itself, and is merely the instantaneous form taken by consciousness
as it projects itself in the physical field.
In all instances, no particle of matter is the same in the so-called grown
version, and the initial construction.
Matter does not grow. I cannot make this
too plain.
Consciousness, according to its ability, projects itself into the physical plane, and through value fulfillment it constructs its image.
The form that consciousness takes in the field of matter is determined by
its own strength and capacity. Consciousness forces its way into matter.
Form is not a characteristic of matter, despite appearances. Matter in itself
does not possess durability. It is in itself therefore incapable of either growth or
deterioration in your terms.
Matter is not an imprisoning form. It is a means by which consciousness expresses itself within the limits of the physical field.
You give constructions their appearance of
continuity by continually creating them in line with your expectations, based
upon among other things, previous constructions in the apparent past; and
these expectations are the result of psychic communication between yourselves
and others.
The reality can be manipulated only after its existence is known.
If a man wants to change his fate, desire is not enough, but expectation is.
Desire may grow into expectation, but alone it is not enough. Expectation is
actually the main trigger that switches inner data into the realm of physical construction.
Without it, no physical construction results.
Expectation is somewhat influenced also by past existences, and yet not enough to be binding upon the present personality.
An expectation of danger will indeed create danger. An expectation of success
will create success. This is put very simply and yet there is nothing, in practical
terms, more valid, since expectation has behind it the motivating force of
the personality, and utilizes on a subconscious level strong abilities and comprehensions.
Expectation is the force, then, that triggers psychic realities into physical construction.
Emotional power behind
your expectations powers your expectations into physical reality.
Emotions, or emotional energy, can be transformed rather easily from one
to the other. The energy in hate can be utilized in love, for example. However,
aggressions can be turned into constructive terms if care is used. Aggressions
should be, as soon as possible after their recognition, turned into constructions.
If not, consciously you forget the aggression; the energy stores up until it
explodes in what we will call an unsupervised construction.
The subconscious, as you call it, represents a tremendous raw power that
triggers forth into construction according to the expectations which you form
from the emotions. The intellect should help you understand this power plant,
so that you can switch your power where it is needed. The intellect should operate
like an x-ray, enabling you to see inward.
While many of your expectations are formed in childhood, no switch is
really stuck in one position, and it is your prerogative to channel your emotional
energy into whatever pattern for action you desire. It is extremely important, if
difficult, to probe and to discover exactly what your present expectations are.
Not your desires but your expectations, for you will only construct physically
that environment which you believe capable of construction. It has been said
that oftentimes men's expectations are too high for their abilities, but indeed
expectations form abilities; and if expectations were higher, so would abilities flourish.
Faith and belief in an idea implies some commitment. Commitment is dependent upon expectation. He who does not have expectations along certain lines will not commit himself, and will not achieve; in the particular instance he will not give enough of himself, and he will not receive, except in proportion to what he gives.
Now using the analogy again, in our mental enclosure we attempt to close off this channel of communication with the outer universe. Now this is what you attempt when you experiment with psychological time, when your communication comes through the inner rather than the outer senses. And all living consciousnesses initially enter your plane of awareness by route of such a mental enclosure.
The front gates of our cube then open, freeing the transformed energy. But these front gates represent our subconscious and the signal to open, the permission for the construction of matter and its form, are dependent upon these subconscious gates. Even as incipient matter flows through, the final form is given by the way it brushes through these subconscious gates. It must be born and even shaped, finally, here. The properties of matter have been given it, that is been given the energy, within the mental enclosure, as indeed the physical properties have been given. And a child is formed in the womb, but may be damaged in the act of passing out.
Such enclosures are the innermost basis of any consciousness, regardless of the type of consciousness. They could be said to represent the inner psychic form even of the most minute cell. They represent the necessary pause, though this pause understand on the physical plane is imperceivable. Nevertheless, the mental enclosures allow for a psychic duration in which energy, which is forever flooding, may be shaped to some extent and transformed, either into the properties of matter or into other forms. We have to some extent touched upon the various ways by which this process is carried out. The process is carried out so quickly as to seem simultaneous on your plane, but the pause and resulting pulsation is always present. This mental enclosure is arbitrary, necessary again, a device used by the self. It would seem to limit the extension of consciousness, and yet it does not.
The topmost layer of the subconscious contains predominantly present associations, but in these are mixed and interwoven associations which have their origin elsewhere. These may be called self-unifying associations, since merely by their presence in the uppermost layers of the subconscious they provide a unifying sense of psychic continuity; of which however the ego is not aware. For one thing, there are basic similarities between an individual’s personality in various existences, so that quite naturally many associations of the same nature will arise.
The second layer, still of the personal subconscious, contains those elements most deeply feared for personal psychological reasons, those which somewhat frequently arise as in an earthquake, to shatter the seemingly solid surface of the ego. Beneath this layer, in a third subconscious level, still dealing with the present personality, lie those possibilities of development which have lain barren and were not sufficiently strong to send up seeds to bloom in the sun of conscious ego. It is from this layer that so-called secondary personalities may sometimes arise, usually due to one of the psychic earthquakes mentioned earlier. As earthquakes cause lava to boil up seemingly from the center of the earth, so do some secondary personalities in their explosive emersion bring with them debris from other levels of the subconscious, often personifying themselves in the guise of those buried and frightening fears that have, until then, found no vehicle for expression.
Directly beneath personal subconscious you will find upon examination either through hypnosis or applied association, a layer dealing with the period before this life, and after the life before this one. Since this period was to some degree at least free of camouflage, from it communication can be received dealing with the entity’s knowledge of itself, and of uncamouflaged reality. From this undifferentiated gap of experience between camouflage existences, valuable information may be received dealing with the reality which exists behind, and independent of, matter. From this focus position communication may be set up between personality essences no longer in the physical field, and those still in it, provided that those still in it are able to remove focus from the ego to this particular level. It is from this focus point then that communication between what is termed the living and the dead may take place.
At the bottom so to speak, will be found a layer of the subconscious dealing with racial heritage, concerning the dim first materialization of man; and beneath this a heritage dealing with a comprehension of reality as concerned in physical matter before the physical evolution of man, following backward to that first inner self within its mental enclosure, that was adept enough to translate and transform its psychic energy to form the first, most minute physical materialization, from which all other physical constructions then flowed.
Where matter would exist there, a concentration of energy forms what you could think of as a body form, body meaning mass, yet it would not be matter in your terms. Such manifestations in the electric field are much more powerful, in terms of intensity per mass unit, than anything you know. This is a very important point, which will come up with us again in the future.
All of these influences have a part in the formation of the physical individual, and his existence is dependent upon a balance being maintained. In some instances, to use an analogy, serious short circuits do occur, intensities of power accumulate. The dream universe, for example, may intrude with unusual sharpness. The systems lose complementary balance, but on the whole the systems operate together most efficiently.
There are some points that should be mentioned concerning the definition of the self, or a self.. The definition of course stands. I merely would like to be sure that the correct interpretation is given to the definition. The self, or a self, is not any particular thing, as I told you. It is true that there are no boundaries to enclose it within safe confines, where it can be said, “Here is the self.” It is also true however that this lack of boundary allows for possibilities of development and expansion that would be impossible with a limited self. The self is not nebulous. Action changes itself, as we have described. Any self, therefore, is never the same self, but action contains within itself its own comprehension.
The inner self could be called, then, the nucleus, the original point of action from which all the other emanations that form the whole self began. There is here you see no limitation upon the direction in which action may move, nor any limit to the dimensions which action may create. The inner self would be then any given outthrust of original action outward, as explained earlier. This outthrust would, because of its nature, instantly send further outthrusts in as many directions as possible for it. And because it is action, and because no action can complete itself, and no action can completely materialize, then each outthrust or materialization would result in an in-thrust; not into the original action from which it came, but into itself. This gives us the creation of new inner selves, and all this is of electrical composition, and you should recall the information given you concerning the manner in which electrical fields are formed.
The ego is indeed a necessity within the physical field at this point of man’s development. The ego is in a state of becoming, however. The ego is not what it was centuries ago, and it will not be the same centuries from now. It, the ego, will not admit the change, but its refusal to admit change in no way stops change. Efficient manipulation within the physical field will soon require that other portions of the self be utilized and recognized. In a manner of speaking, the ego can be compared to the nationalistic state of nations, necessary indeed for man’s development, but already growing passé, and perhaps even mitigating against the survival of the species, where once it aided that survival. The worldwide view of man as a species, worldwide brotherhood, in no way hampers or endangers the individual man, and in no way endangers nations, but will represent one of the main hopes of mankind, without which no nations will endure.
You of all people should realize that when valid concern for world problems turns into an obsession with world injustices that wipes out all, or threatens to wipe out all personal enjoyment, then trouble is on the way.
Basically, all action is. Basically there is no evil action. All is unfolding. With the limited perceptions that the ego has itself adopted, the whole is not visible, and it sees what it will see. Within your field, within your moral field, you must indeed strike out against that which appears evil to you. This is a responsibility laid upon you by the code of limitations which the ego itself has adopted as a part of its own nature. You may find it most difficult to follow me here without any strong affirmation. However, as you do not blame, as you do not morally blame the wind for the tumultuous hurricane, and as you do not punish the wind, so you must somehow manage to understand that a wrongdoer, in your eyes, is no more or less to blame than this. It would be foolhardy to ignore the results of such activity. Nevertheless, I tell you now that there is much you do not see or know.
All aggression is not detrimental, for example. Because the personality is that part of the individual which is conscious of itself as a part of action, and therefore aware of its relation with action, the personality is that part of the individual which survives physical death. The personality is not the whole self. It is a portion of the whole self, which is activated during a particular existence. The ego, as I have explained, does not vanish. However, it must always be remembered here that the ego is not the self-conscious self in its entirety by any means. It is simply a portion, a field of focus whereby the self attempts to objectify itself within the world of matter. It simply ceases to so objectify itself, but it retains, or the self retains, memory of that objectification.
I mentioned earlier that the personality is an excellent example of action as it is sometimes projected into the physical field, while not appearing within it in tangible form. For here we see many of action’s characteristics: the mobility that does not necessarily involve space, the thrusts outward, and the corresponding thrusts inward. We see action acting upon itself and constant change.
There is no particular and definite line between the ego and the personality and the inner self. They must merely be discussed in such terms. There is, believe it or not, no particular and specific and definite boundary between what is self and not self. If we isolate such portions of reality for the sake of discussion, such isolation is artificial, and in no way affects the nature of reality itself.
Suggestion then can shape the future. Expectation enters in here particularly of course. Suggestion can shape dreams, and the dreams themselves then operate as action. A strong dream can be a more significant psychic action than any physical experience, and it can change the course of the personality completely. The inner senses will also react to suggestion. If you therefore suggest that you become more aware of their activities, then so you shall. You are giving suggestions, whether or not you realize it, constantly. You are forming your own physical image with all its strengths and weaknesses whether or not you are aware of it. Suggestion, well used, with training and knowledge, will therefore allow you to alter the very cells of your body. The inner senses can be requested to operate in such a way that the ego will accept their communications. For the astral body is not some distant and alien other self, but it is even now that portion of yourself that you know but cannot see, that you feel but cannot touch. One dream can change the development of a personality, and change his physical course. To those of us not within your system, we can turn into that dream, pick it up in other words. But the dream is not predestined, and the dream develops because of the personality involved. You have more free will than you imagine, for you have not only your present personality with which to work. You have on a subconscious level all the knowledge and experience of your previous selves upon which to build. Your dreams are free from the restrictions imposed by your ego, and your dreams affect your daily life much more than you know. For situations appear in them that affect your actions, and these are elements from your own previous selves.
Lets say that self A is the physical self in the physical universe. He i s composed of physical matter, he is composed of psychological matter, a portion of this latter being ego. Self A is indeed more than physical matter, even while he exists within the physical dimension. In the dreaming state and in other states of consciousness, he can indeed to some degree become aware of perceptions which will be neglected by the ego alone. In other words, psychologically there is only one portion of self A that is limited in its perceptions to the physical dimension, and that is the ego. But self A is not limited to the ego's perceptions only, therefore it may be said that self A's perceptions are not limited, in toto, to the field in which it exists. For it is not so limited in dreams and in other states, yet while consciousness is in these other conditions, self A still exists within physical reality. Imagine that you have had ten reincarnations. These reincarnations all represent portions of your entity, living or experiencing sensation at various times within a physical time system. The entity has awareness of these ten portions of itself. Consciously however no one of the ten personalities is aware of the others, nor of the entity. Each of the ten egos travels along an egotistical time of successive moments. We understand that subconsciously much more knowledge is available, but not to the ego as a rule. If you direct your inner self with confidence to steer you through your physical existence, it will do so. If you concentrate upon difficulties you will not allow it to do so. When you allow disturbances to upset you, then you become concentrated so deeply within ego time that you close off those very abilities that you need to help you.
It was, say, in 1943 (even then merely a portion of space perceived by all
who saw it in their own light. It did not exist devoid or apart from those who viewed it.
Time inversion would merely permit the recreation of a particular perception.
The year for example 1943 was simply an artificial collection of events
loosely agreed upon. The past exists to the same extent that the present or future
exists, and it is only the perception that is limited.
The past exists as a series of electromagnetic connections, held in the
physical brain on the one hand, but it also consists of the same sort of realities
retained in the nonphysical mind. These electromagnetic connections can be
changed. The present exists in a series of electromagnetic connections in both
the brain and the mind, and this is the only reality which you are j u s t i f i ed in
giving to y o u r present.
In other words the past and the present are real to the same extent. At
limes in fact the past can become more real than the present, and in such cases
past actions are reacted to in the present. You take it for granted that present
action can alter the future, but present actions can also alter the past.
The past is no more objective, no more independent from the perceiver,
than is the present. These electromagnetic connections which compose the past
were largely made by the individual perceiver, and the perceiver of course is
always a participator.
All of this applies unless for example an individual is taken completely out
of the physical time system. A murdered man will not be returned to physical
life in the same fashion, whole and intact, as he was before the murder, for
example; for he has been taken out of the particular system of action of which
we are speaking.
He may return to the system however, as you know, through reincarnation.
Many changes may occur however in that same point for the murderer who is
still within the system.
The child exists within the man, yes, but he
is not the same child. The memories that he thinks are the child's memories are
not memories of a particular event that happened to the child. That is, they do
not contain a precise picture of any particular incident that occurred. Each
incident is recreated when the memory of it arises, but the memory is changed
with each recreation, and subtly changed.
The past is, then, continually changed. The electromagnetic connections
themselves, that make up any particular event—these connections, even while
seemingly intact, have changed. The energy that composes them is not the same,
and the past is constantly altered. Nothing can stand still, including the past,
and any such appearance of stability is an illusion.
It is as much an illusion to believe that the past has vanished, as it is to
believe that the future does not exist. The past does not vanish, for there was no
past to vanish, in those terms.
You no longer perceive the past, therefore you think that it has vanished,
and the self that you were has gone. But that particular moment, any particular
moment, that you think of as the past, existed before your egotistical perception
of it, and is constantly being changed by you, even when you no longer consciously perceive it.
For the inner self can perceive it, and does change it. The idea of inverted
time states that time flows in all directions, and that as each action affects every
other action, so time constantly affects itself and continually reacts within itself.
The past moment is never completed. Consciously you have simply lost sight of
it, and have not followed it through in its endless depths.
The chemical energy is above that
which is ordinarily needed by the individual physical organism, yet it must be
used. The utilization comes about subconsciously.
This blizzard, and the last storm of last week, both of these are beneficial
primarily. Now the physical organism simply cannot handle all of the energy
that is available to it. It has abundant energy, not only to care for itself but to
create a favorable physical environment. Without the outlet, the constructive
outlet provided it in the formation of its own weather environments, the physical
organism would have little balance or stability.
As emotional storms may be the result of a lack of discipline or of
knowledge, or of control of one or more portions of the self, bringing about a
corresponding exaggeration or growth of other portions of the self, so also erratic
physical storms come from the same causes on a collective basis, but with the
energy directed outward and often turned to a constructive purpose. Though
this is not always the case.
A physical storm may, as you know, be far more disastrous than an emotional
one. But a physical storm is a collective endeavor, and can be compared,
if it is disastrous, only with disastrous collective emotional storms such as those
that sweep across nations, when all minds seem seized by irrationality.
Were it not for the experience of this probable self and for the information which it gives, via the dreaming self to the subconscious, then it would be most difficult for the ego to come to any kind of a decision within the physical universe. The ego does not realize the data that is constantly feeding into it. It cannot afford to, generally, since all its focused energy must be used in the maintenance and manipulation of physical actuality. This probable self has operated in each incarnation, in each materialization of the whole personality, and has therefore at its command literally millions of probable situations and conditions upon which to make value judgments. The decision as to whether or not a particular probable event should be perceived as a physical one depends, of course, upon the nature of the ego which would then experience it. The probable self does not make the decision, but merely passes on the data which it has received through its own experience with the event. The information is sifted often through the dreaming self to the subconscious, which has intimate knowledge of the ego with which it is closely connected. The subconscious makes its own value judgments here, and passes these on to the ego. But then the ego must come to its own decision.
In the materialization of personality through various incarnations, only the ego and the layers of the personal subconscious adopt new characteristics. The other layers of the self retain their past experiences, identity and knowledge. The ego receives, in fact, much of its stability because of this subconscious retention. Were it not for past experiences in other lives on the part of deeper layers of the self, the ego would find it almost impossible to relate to other individuals, and the cohesiveness of society would not exist. Learning to some extent is indeed passed on through the genes, biochemically, but this is a physical materialization of inner knowledge achieved and retained from past lives. Human beings learn mainly through experience, and the experience is derived from past experience in other existences. The human organism does not spring full blown, erupt into existence at birth, and laboriously then begin its first attempt to gain experience. If this were the case you would still be back in the stone ages.
Now there are indeed waves of energy, and waves of reincarnational patterns, for there have been many stone ages on your planet, where new identities began their first experience with physical existence, and changed the face of the earth as they progressed. They changed it in their own individual ways, and not in your ways. But this will be discussed at a much later time. Yet all of this occurs, basically, within the blinking of an eyelid, so to speak, yet all with purpose and with meaning, and based upon achievement and responsibility. Each portion of the self, while independent to some considerable degree, is nevertheless responsible to every other portion of the self, and each whole self, or individuality, is responsible to all others while it is still largely independent as to activity and decision. For as many layers of the self compose the whole self, so many selves form a gestalt of which you know relatively little, and of which I am not yet prepared to tell you.
If you would have some idea of what the probable universe system is like, then examine your own dreams, looking for those events which do not have any strong (underline) resemblance to physical events in your own conscious existence. Look for dream individuals with whom you are not acqainted in your waking life. Look for landscapes that appear bizarre or alien, for all of these exisi somewhere. You have perceived them. They do nor exist in the space which you know, but neither are they nonexistent, merely imaginative toys of the dreaming mind, without substance. You may not be able to make sense from what appears to be a chaotic jumble of disconnected images and actions. The main reason for your confusion is your inability as an egotistical identity to perceive an order that is not based upon continuity of moments. The order within the probable system is based upon something that could be compared to subjective associations, or intuitive flashes of insight, that can combine elements that would appear to the ego as quite disconnected, into whole and integrated patterns of action.
Now. In reality the possible system does not achieve its order through subjective association, but the term, subjective association, is the nearest that I can come in approximating the basic causes for this order. The word subjective, to you, implies immediately that which is not objective. However the events and actions of the probable system are indeed objective and concrete within their own field of reality. Your own physical system, you should remember, is only real and concrete within its own field. It is for this reason mainly that the physical system is so little perceived by you when you sleep. You withdraw yourself to a large extent from the physical field of actuality, but you do not only withdraw from the physical system. You enter other fields of actuality. Sleep is far from a negative state. In the sleep state there are as you know several stages. Some of these you call dream states, because the ego is aware upon awakening that some kind of mental activity has occurred. But there are other states which the ego does not recall, states of activity that are presently beyond the reach of current scientific endeavors, and these states we shall discuss rather thoroughly. First of all, some of these states of activity take place so far beneath the ego or the subconscious that you simply do not know of them.
Some of these states take place above the ego or the subconscious, although I am using the terms above or below simply for your convenience. You think of the ego as the center of the self, therefore I am forced to use these terms. You think the other portions ol the personality revolve about the ego. The ego is only one layer of the self that has self-consciousness. Being selfconscious, the ego attempts to be conscious only of itself. Self-consciousness results in an intense, but necessarily limited focus. It necessitates boundaries. It depends upon some sort of inner psychological decision as to what will be considered self, and therefore accepted by consciousness, and that which will be considered notself, and not accepted by consciousness.
Now, my dear friends, your self-consciousness is the self-consciousness of the ego which you know, and which you consider your self. But where this self -conscious self ends, another self-conscious self begins. The two selves, being self-conscious selves, cannot be aware of any reality but their own. They cannot be consciously aware of each other. Now the ego interprets all it perceives mainly in terms of its self. Other portions of the self, also selfconscious, interpret what they perceive in terms of themselves. Each layer, or each area of the whole self, imagines that it is the center of awareness, and that the whole self revolves about it. So far you have had little experience with these other "centers"—you may put that in quotation marks—but before too long we shall give you some ideas so that you may become at least slightly acquainted. Initially this will be done through suggestion on a subconscious level.
You have become somewhat aware of the subconscious. This means that your ego has enlarged its conception of the self, of itself, to include certain activities of which it is now aware. Progress in the development of personality in the long run will be determined by the ability of the whole self to recognize and become aware of all of its self-conscious portions. The subconscious is a self-conscious portion of the whole self. It is called subconscious because the ego as a rule is not conscious of it. The subconscious, so-called, is aware to some extent of the ego, regarding it as an extension of itself, over which it does not have as much control as it would like. This is precisely however the way the ego views the subconscious, as a rule. These two self-conscious portions of the self simply happen to coincide or to coexist with some proximity, psychologically speaking. There are other self-conscious portions of the self however, with which the ego is not at all familiar, but of which the subconscious has intuitive knowledge. These self-conscious portions of the self exist in different reality systems. However there is a whole self, composed ol these various self-conscious selves, and that a portion of the sell is indeed aware of the unily that exists to form the whole psychological gestalt. The inverted time system recognizes the actual nature of time, however. The mind as opposed to the brain, perceives time in terms of the spacious present. It is true that the mind works on associative principles. Therefore these associations are drawn not only from the past, but also from the future.
The associative processes work both backwards and forwards. An understanding of this will help in a study of the associative processes in general.